The bitch of it? Seems the jobs that are plentiful might not even work: my older brother made a valid point that, with my damned syncope, it could actually be a dangerous job for me. So I'm trying to find something else that the non-compete contract I signed doesn't disqualify me from...so to sum it up, basically, once again this year I've fucked myself over.
I really have to learn how to stop doing that...I really have to learn how to get my fucking life in order. At least get it to where it's bearable and I'm not stressing for money, either. Unfortunately, my best ideas are either stupid/wouldn't actually work, or else they're illegal.
Maybe if people would actually fucking pay me back I might have more options available to me!
Well, that gave an idea...anyone know of a loan shark looking to hire some muscle (I know, loan sharking isn't usually legal, but whatever)? I'm not very big, but I know how to swing a bat (among other things), have been told I punch pretty hard, and I have a temper and frustrations from which I can draw some "inspiration." I can also be pretty creative, or follow directions if that's preferred. I can type up a résumé if necessary.
You know that my possible jobs are equally as illegal... I am of no help!
ReplyDeleteHaha, yea, I know. Was kind of hoping you might be the one who knew of a loan shark in need of muscle though. ;) Suppose I'll have to keep looking...
ReplyDelete